pray 4 my daddy's health

God,u listen to my pray?
i know u r listening...
thanks God~
hope my daddy can have a good health of body~
coz he sick ady~
n serious now...
God,i know tat u r the most powerful God n u can make a miracle to everyone~
so hope my daddy can recover well n bek to Sibu here~
coz he stay outside n working himself will make him tired n stressful~
mummy now is accompany him at hospital~
n oso grandma n uncle~
i dun wan my daddy sick~
if can pls let him be a healthy person~
he still so young~
can he listen to wat we say?
we really nid u~
pls be determine~
we all here support U~~
Daddy n Mummy,I love u 2...
Muacks^^
both of u r really good parents...
so tat must be determine wat u do now...
ur daughter wait u 2 bek to cbu here~
T__T

aduh...so tired la...

y u 2 make me so tired?
i really can't breath ady!
pls let me go away from u~
haiz...

today Maria ask yf n lj them to have the speaking...
dunno y today she so angry o?
is her mood nt good?
i so scare when she scolded ppl...
n will make us sad n not confident at all~~
becoz i have resit my Muet exam then she say she will prctice us again
==
scare-ing~~~~~~

scare-ing...

i feel so scare now...
coz tml wan go driving car lessons...
n tat shi fu will owes scold me de...
i hate him la...
n then he put de time we dun like it o...
make us so terrible~~
i wan change shi fu la!!!

wat happen to ur hp?

ur hp out of credit?
or no battery le?
can i know?
m i say sth wrong to u?

i want freedom!!!

i want freedom~
can u dun force me to do those things i dun like to do?
dun force me anymore~
4 else i won't find u anymore~
stupid!!!
dun think tat u can ask me do everythings...
u r nt my whom...
ok?

haiz~~

miss him a lot~
wat r u doing now?
although we r nt couple anymore...
but i still care bout u~
y u jz now call me?
missing me?
dun miss me anymore~
i won't love u anymore~
jz Take caRe~~

wat should i do now?

dunno wat should i do now???
coz tml nid pass up proposal lo...
then i still haven't finish de...
y nid us do such things ar?
so disgusting!!!
hate la...
waste our money, time, semangat n so on...
really hate la~~
y some of them can do little nia?
then we nid to do all le?
hate la!!!
who can help me do le?
i want help from u guys~~
pls help me...
GOD i nid ur help~
could u mind to help me to slove the problem?
u r my LORD n father of the heaven...
help me as well~
thanks^^

busy doing school works n assignments~~

busy mode***
late to update my blog nowadays...
coz too tired ki~
owes arrive at home after 5 pm...
really so so so tired le~
haiz~
then exam too...
gt spelling test,then tml too...
oso PA exam...
haven study de...
give me more time~
researchment oso~
i want TIME!!
who can gib me???

sick~~

sick le...
i dun like tis...
coz sound wil change
n cannot speak louder
i dun like la...
when will i recover?
y he dunno how to acc me?
owes do the things himself...
i m ur gf...
nt ur friend!!!
did u know tat i m so worry about u when u din reply me msg?
then i dunno wat r u doing now?
m curious to know it!!
but i dunno can go where to know it!
u still LoVE me?
in my opinion,i dun think u still love me~
but i love u~~
could u please treat me as ur gf?
i dun wan to be nth in ur life...
pls dun do like tat again to me?
u told me u won't but u still do it like tat...
i dun like u disappear suddenly...
DUN LIKE!!!
so weak now...
God please help me~~
should i nid to resit my Muet?
i wan to do so...
but i lost my confident~
God,could u please gib me some confident to do in the coming paper 4 Muet?
i want resit...
to get band 3~
i oli left 2 marks nia...
i hope tat if i resit then i can get band 3 too...
T__T

喜欢与爱

喜欢你的人：半夜会找你打电话聊天到很晚。

爱你的人：半夜看你在网上会赶你下线。

喜欢你的人：他会找你出去玩，叫你放弃正事或逃课。

爱你的人：他会催你快写作业或者与你讨论功课。

喜欢你的人：在你生病时，会讲好话关心你。

爱你的人：在你生病时，他会关心到你烦，并强迫你去看医生。

喜欢你的人：他会尽量说好话来讨好你，你也会觉得很开心。

爱你的人：他所说的话，都是关心你的，但是通常象是在命令。

喜欢你的人：他什么事情都会配合你，只要你开心。

爱你的人：他会帮你辨别是非，但是你会感觉他管的太多。

喜欢你的人：他说他要给你最大的快乐。

爱你的人：他只能给你保证，你跟他在一起，他是最快乐的。

喜欢你的人：他在意你的生活细节，即使你做错了什么，他也不会指出来。

爱你的人：他在意你的一举一动，告诉你什么地方错了，什么地方该如何做，该如何与别人交往。

喜欢你的人：他会帮你买夜宵，送夜宵，载你上下课或上下班。

爱你的人：他会帮你买夜宵，不过会提醒你吃什么比较健康；他会载你上下课或上下班，但通常是顺路；因为他不会为了你而逃课或旷工。因为他知道，他要为你们 的将来而努力。

喜欢你的人：他不会在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。

爱你的人：他很在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。他还会告戒你不要与什么人交往。

喜欢你的人：他只想要现在。

爱你的人：他已经预见未来，该怎么自我努力，好好给你幸福。

喜欢你的人：他会说“我喜欢你！”

爱你的人：他会说“我爱你！”

这就是爱与喜欢的差别
希望有些人能分辨清楚

对你好失望

我从不知道你是这种人
我很后悔认识你
恨死你了
你根本不懂我要什么
我好想他哦
可是他跟我说清楚了
他才是了解我的人

jing jing...I LOVE U

haha
thanks 4 coming n bring me home...
really thanks~~
i love u~~
i oli sms to u then u say OK to me...
really treat me good...
hope u treat me good good forever~
LOVE u ya^^

m i do the right things to HIM?

today i told him le...
but he says will wait 4 me...
i dun like tis anymore...
m i doing sth right to him?
i m so confused...
T.T

tired~~

wan break up le...
tired~~
haiz haiz haiz
really tired!!!

moody...

my MUET result OUT!!!
so sad...
i got band 2!!!
haiz...
i expected i can get band 3 but i oli nid 2 marks more to reach band 3...
really mad n angry with it!!!
same group de friends took good result~
they gt band 3...
i m the oli 1 who get band 2 in our group~
SAD
T_____________________T

no printer...

will teacher scold me tml?
i have no printer n my work haven finish de...
haiz~~
really hate!!!

who can tell me wat should i do??

i dunno how to start my proposal now...
who can help me or teach me?
hope gt ppl help me o...
haiz~~~
monday has to pass up le...
how???
=(

shit la...
wednesday nid wear thread botton~
i hate it!!!
y prefect dun wan wear uniform le?
then wat 4 we put on our red tie???
i dun have thread botton...
no place buy...
coz i m too fat!!!
==
wear uniform la...
dun make too many things le...
although we r cluster school...
then we should change all the things ma?
so ... de idea~
@@

luckily finish GEO assignment

tis afternoon go bek to skul n do our GEO assignment
wow
we have done it
finish jor~~
but it seems like many things nid to do...
still gt powerpoint~
bm assignment~
pa assignment~
ngang hung de proposal~
shit la...
bm n ngang hung de nid pass up on monday la...
y so fast?
i have no time to do it...
give me more time...
pls...
T___T

tml still nid go bek to skul have wat gotong-royong?
class de i want...
but prefect de???
aduh!!!
i dun like it~
coz dunno nid do wat n owes nt punctual de...
haiz~~
i want go class de gotong-royong la...
give me air to BREATH

aduh~~

can i know gt how many assignments tis year ma?
wat proposal ar?
dun understand la...
haiz~~
really wan give up le...
who can help me?
cikgu oso tak akan ajar kami o...
sad la...
monday nid pass up ady...
but dunno wat is the point o...
then tml still have fonologi test~
really so tired le...
can i have a rest?

wanna die soon~~

2010 de form 6 really make me wanna die soon
y gt so many assignmentssss?
each subject each assignment...
shit la...
i scare to do assignment individual la...
coz b4 is do in group de~
sad
T.T
y nid change to tis sucks system?
tis nt good 4 us~
make us bz n stressful~~
i dun like it!!!
wanna CRY
wuwuwu~~~
who can help me?
i haven like tis b4...
dun wan study form 6 lur~~
make me crazy!!!

1st day schooling~~

aduh...
1st day schooling nid listen so many things from teacher
then each subject gt their tugasan n kajian~
T.T
geografi tugasan nid finish in 2 weeks time from now...
haiz~
ai fen de nid pass up tis friday~
wow...
y tis year want do tis 4 form 6?
like tis who wanna to study form 6 again?

today ok lo...
no unhappy things happen lo...
haha^^
coz me n lilo more good lo...
like b4 liao~
hehe^^
lijing n yu fang too~~

2ml nid study till afternoon ki~
haiz~
make me crazy ady~
stressful now!!!

skul reopen lu~~

wow...
time really passed so fast~
later nid go to skul le...
feel excited cuz can study lu~
but feel unhappy n scare cuz homework haven done de...
y Upper 6 Art stream owes gt many homework de...
==
haiz~~
nvm lo...
hope today will be a very nice day~

闲啊~

很闲啊~
很多东西都还没做的!
功课也是...
什么punca-punca?!
结果去找下都是kesan-kesan!!!
要怎样做嘛???
没做又会被爱芬骂死了~~~
唉!!!
有时真不希望是她教我们~
能怎么办??
没办法了
认命了
MUET也换老师了
竟换成Maria
aduh~~>.<
第一天第一节就是她的课
以后都是这样了
怎么办?
希望成绩出时我能拿到Band 3 以上~
这样她就不会骂我们叫我们写作文了~
真的很矛盾!!

感情?!
疯了~
我说的那么明显你还是不懂?!
到底要怎样??
能放过我吗?
没感情就是没感情...
勉强是没用的~~

明天就开学了
好快哦
11 号生了
不能再玩下去了
唉唉唉
要努力读书了
又有很多事要做
累啊
脑袋空空的
不知道该怎样了
好像放下不读了
可是我的梦想就是进大学啊
UMS /UNIMAS 能进吗
看大学生读书真的压力很大
没办法了

几时才能去学车啊
真后悔当初没早点去学
现在又不懂几时能学
累
不会驾还要被骂
就不能温柔的说吗
什么都用凶的
这样很好吗
当初以为你很好
所以才找你学的
唉唉
新年前能学完吗
希望能

还有对今年的新年并没有什么期待
往往都很喜欢过年
可是今年的毫无意义
不想过年啊
唉
累累累累累

ai fen 's homework haven done yet~~

ai fen's homework haven done de...
how???
no point how to do...
coz all r same point tat i search from google n yahoo too...
haiz~~
who can help me?
christina n yung say ai fen will kill the ppl o...
so scary~~
HELP me!!!

i nid to give up le...

i think i nid to give up le...
coz beh tak tahan u treat me like tis...
everyday nid sms n oso nid tell u b4 i m going to do sth...
u know tis made me crazy??
u oli know tat i wan break off with u nia...
i ask u give me 1 year time to finish my study 1st
but u seems like i wan go find other bf...
haiz~
tired~

Welcome 2010~~

2010 is coming~
time passed so fast~
gt many things haben done in 2009 yet~
then it suddenly change into 2010 lu~
i hope i can do well in my STPM tis year~
coz i have exam tis year~
n it is important 4 me to study local U
so i muz study hard lo...
dun keep talking in class liao...
i wan give up my love liao...
coz i have no time to think it~
start from tuesday we nid study till 4:10p.m.
from morning 6:30a.m til 4:10p.m.
damn LONG~
but tis is government do de...
haiz~
hope like tis i can slim down my weight~
my HOPE :
Do preparation early
Do well in STPM
Slim down my body weight
Meet a guy wo can care,love,accompany n all 4 me